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Name: lexxii
Birthday: 6/10/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: chill with my friends. yvey, che, sal, winston, marianne, nikka, louie, aj, rowel, dann, tricky, alex (my twinny), joey, andrew, bj, chris, daniel, cameron, nick, daniel...so many more!! chillin wit nYc..the greatest ever. i swearrr.!
Expertise: nO cOmmenT...
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AIM:  baby x3 lexxii
Member Since:
2/24/2004
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| Dang Jo, I haven't even been here!
Oh my goodness. I haven't been here in how long?!
Well, I just came to say that Sophmore year has started, I'm not gonna be here. But you can find me on MYSPACE
I hope you guys are all wonderful, Love and miss ya'll.
-->baby lexxii | | |
| I'm back from camping
Ahh, camping was great. I went with Roman, John, Ze, Olzi, Meagan, and Glen. It was great, if I shall say. I realized a lot on this trip. How much I miss certain people, how much I hate certain people, but it's alll good. Everyone has made me stronger, whether it be from loving, hating, or envy. I learned that everything that has happened for a reason, and I'm glad that what happened, happened. If it was destined for me to be hurt four times in a row, then maybe God has something good to offer me in the next months // years to come. There are four people I feel I need to give a shout out to...Four people who made me so strong...
Number One: Andrew Flores
--The first one I talked to since I had a boyfriend in August of 2004. I was happy talking to you and getting to know you. I'm happy as hell that we still remain good ass friends. We can joke around, I can chill and drink at your house, then fall asleep. Hehe, I love you, Andduuu...= ]
Number Two: Salomon Reyes
--Fuckin guy...lol, Ahh, September, I remember, there was like, a thing with us, but it was straaaiight, cause you know I still love you and always will. You myy boooyy!! Hahah, fuckin broke the light in my house..tsk.
Number Three: Andrew Buenaventura
--Ah, I really liked you, and I'm sorry that you didn't have as many feelings towards me, as I did for you. Thanks for always being there when I needed someone to text. Although we aren't tight anymore, I hope that you find a very special female, and I hope that you're very happy...= ]
Number Four: Jimmy Dang
--*siGh* Where the fuck do I even start? I met you on April 9th, the day after Chim's birthday, at a bbq. After the bbq, I went home and all I could think about was "damn, that boy was finneee as hell, where's he from?" Hehe, anyway, getting to the point. I really liked you and cared for you, and was down for you, like you don't even understand. There are still feelings there, but I have to learn to let go, cause you seem to have found someone already, and I "live too far." Just know that I'm gonna miss being tiight as hell with you, and talkin all the time, and I'm just gonna miss you, but know I luh you, homie, and I always will. Even though we be gettin into stupid shit and it pisses us both off, I forgive after like 2 minutes. There's something about chu ,that I can't get mad about. Anyway, thanks for everything. All the talks and such. You're a great person, and I'm happy that you found a female. It's really about time that you found someone who can treat you right. You're honestly one of the SWEETEST guys I've ever met in my whole life. You always knew what to say at the right times, and I'm glad that you came in my life, for as long as you did. Ahh, I love you, Jimmy Dang. Haha, I hope you're REALLY happy and I hope that no one else tries to bring you down, or lexxii is gon` have to beat someone's asss...haha, be good, sweetheart, and yeah, maybe I'll see you around, but...most likely, I won't see you for a while. Oh, and one more thing...please know that I'll always be down for you. I always was, and that's the way I'm gon remain, whether you're mine or not. You know that if you ever need me, I'm just an IM away, or a call away. Whether it's talking about stupid shit, or female problems, I'm here for you. Just remember, if you need me, I'll always always be here.....
So anyways....
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| Rest In Peace
Cole
March 11, 1995 - July 2, 2005
Babyyy, I love you sooo much, and I'm so sad that you're gone. You watched me grow up since I was 5 years old. You've been everywhere with me. I'd take you to the beach, to the store, to everyone's house, and everyone loved you so dearly. Puppy, it hurt to see you laying there, still warm, with no breath coming out of your precious mouth. You were there every time I cried and needed someone. You sat next to me and licked my tears away. When I was sad, and just felt like staring at the floor in sadness, you were there to lay next to me, put your head down, and stare with me. When dad told me that you had passed away, I said "Dad, please don't tell me that" as I started to cry, like I'm doing right now. It's so hard to let go of something that was there to watch you grow up. When Yea Yea passed away, you were there with me, and puppy, I'm so thankful that you were in my life. People may have thought that you were just another dog, but no, you were MY PUPPY. No other dog eats rice, and chicken, and porkchops, and steak, and fruit, and candy, and chocolate, and peanut butter, quite like you did. I'm gonna go to daddy's house and forget that you're gone, and scream out "Pupppyyy!!" like I always do, when I walk in the house. I'm gonna see your kitty on the floor, as well as your treats, and I'm just gonna break down and cry on the floor. Why is God taking away everything that's important to me? It's like, when I'm finally happy, HE doesn't want me to be. Bottom line is: Puppy, I love you more than the Universe and more than words will ever explain. One day, I'll be up there with you and Yea Yea...=' [
Love Always
mOi | | |
| Funny How...
The people that you grow up around and take care of, are now turning on you. People older and younger than you, just turn their backs on you. Whether it's dissin` on you infront of others, or just talkin shit behind your back. I think it's all whack, and that erryone needs to just change the way that they are. Well, whoever I'm talking about, and you should know who you guys are. I'm really upset that everything seemed to change about everyone. I can't stand it.
Don't be afraid of Change
I sure wasn't
Whether I'm a bitch or not
I was never afraid of a change | | |
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